PTSD - Sgt. Leo Dunson Speaks Out

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By TCM Specialist

Sgt Dunson is a Combat Veteran

Sgt Dunson is a Combat Veteran of the U.S Army that has incorporated his experiences in the military into music. Sgt Dunson served 5 years in the U.S. Army as an 11 bravo Infantry man from September 2003 till April 2008 before being honorably discharged. PTSD definitely played a hugh part of Sgt Dunson's departure from the U.S. Army but thankfully he was still Honorably discharged unlike so many others. The Sergeant spent a year and a half in Iraq consecutively where he recieved a CIB and several other military commendations. He was also promoted to the Rank of Sergeant pay grade E-5 while in Iraq. Sgt Dunson's music speaks directly from his frontline experiences.

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PTSD Awareness

You're about to read the words from this Soldier, as he bravely made his way through a personal nightmare experience - called WAR.

It's not pretty, and it's not sweet.

Cold hard realities constantly staring at them in hope of defeat.

PTSD - EDITED Version

PTSD

25 seconds

I'm back and fourth in my head and I dont know whats wrong
at nights I shake i feel like a stranger in my own home
me and my wife cant get along I have nobody as and outlet
And Me and my family aint been close every since I left

damn its a trip my whole life I'm loosing my grip
With one more bad occurance I'm for sure going to flip
And sergeant knotts nose is so far up 1st sergeant rear
that he cant show no remorse for my situation

I aint saying he's racist I'd be wrong to throwing that around
He's just a dirtbad nco who let his Soldier hit the ground
I Still hear them rounds I Aint never seen crap like that
Bombs dont blow Up in the middle of the streets here in the U.S.

Crap got me stressed My mind aint been put to rest
And they wonder why all i talk about is these bullets
and how the trigger of a Gun I want to pull it
And how so badly my Military Training I wanna to misuse it


chorus

My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out
Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house
I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth
Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out

What's wrong With me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With me
I got PTSD

These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think

What's Wrong with me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With Me
I Got PTSD


These Pills aint working Man.... i still can't Think




Nothings ever going to be the same again everything different
I'm quick to snap on someone I'm quick to start trippen
I'm quick to put a clip in You better not talk crap
Or You'll wine up slumped over some park bench

I'm straight ignorant I'm a product of the Government
Now I know why most Terroist Are U.S. Veterans
they get ----- by the system and lose there minds
so when they got nothing left ...They turn to Crime

I know how they feel I know what They seen with there eyes
But when I went to the doctor she said I was just fine
until she was watching the news and seen me on channel 9
Clearing room in a bank like a was still on the line

Now I'm on the run a fugitive to my society
I faught for my country and Now my countres fighting me
The State Verses Me, The U.S. Government Verses Me
They call it PTSD I call It Reality





chorus

My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out
Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house
I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth
Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out

What's wrong With me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With me
I got PTSD

These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think

What's Wrong with me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With Me
I Got PTSD


These Pills aint working Man.... i still can't Think





3rd verse
Sing Like A Chant:

I'm Messed Up In the Head... I need Some Meds
But I'm out the Military and tricare Won't Cover it


I'm Messed Up In the Head... I need Some Meds
But I'm out the Military and tricare Won't Cover it

Tricare aint my health care provider no more
They said ---- me along with my 1st sergeant when he kicked me out that door
Hell yeah I'm poor and i aint got a dime
i Aint Made crap Off Music they getting it for free offline

I did all that time ...for no damn reason
after high school I should of went to be a policemen
And worked at a Prescinct and served my country over here
Because when you served over there All Your Respect is over there

over here nobody cares even though you've done more than the sheriff
guranteed if he got locked up today, today he'd be out of there
I'm about to pull out my hair, I cant take this crap
I got one in the chamber and 10 rounds left in the clip





chorus

My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out
Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house
I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth
Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out

What's wrong With me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With me
I got PTSD

These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think

What's Wrong with me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With Me
I Got PTSD


These Pills aint working Man.... i still can't Think

Sgt. Leo Dunson

Do you suffer from PTSD?

Comments

Armynana1987 profile image

Armynana1987 13 months ago

Your article is AMAZING you nailed it! You brought PTSD Awareness to a whole new level. Incredible, Powerful and Informative. If this doesn't open closed eyes in regards of PTSD, nothing will!

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TCM Specialist Hub Author 13 months ago

Thank you Armynana1987. PTSD is something that many suffer from. I pray that my article does provide hope, and direction for those in need.

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breakfastpop Level 8 Commenter 13 months ago

This is a very valuable and important piece of writing. We owe our soldiers so much. They need help and it is long term help that is necessary. It's time to bring them home and be there for them. Voted up and awesome.

Sgt Dunson 13 months ago

So many over look this disease this illness of PTSD and it's unfortunate but I think it will continue to stay that way for a long time . I also did a video to this song you can watch it on my website at www.sgtdunson.com ...

real vet 13 months ago

That has to be the dumbest most ignorant song I have ever heard. He wants to blame the Army or government for all his fucked up problems. Man up dude. Ive been in the Army for twelve years and have seen combat in three different tours in Iraq. I have seen my friends die or be mangled. I have also seen friends of mine with PTSD be very successful after they got out of the army. Who helped them and continue to help them? The Government. There are countless programs to help veterans. Not to mention they pay disability to vets with PTSD. Dont hear that in this stupid song. Next time you put that gun to your head dunson pull the trigger. Put yourself out of your own misery dont subject the rest of us to your shit.

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tsmog Level 7 Commenter 12 months ago

Thank you for all the information regarding PTSD. Many don't know what it is about. My heart goes out to real sufferers of PTSD. I know.

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TCM Specialist Hub Author 12 months ago

I was shocked once I became aware of actually how many people suffer from PTSD. When ever I have the opportunity to provide information on any health related topics I always do my best to get it out to those in need.

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